I need a vacation from being on vacation! Traveling and unpacking and getting back into a groove after being gone for a week has me out of sync with my routine.
But other than pray fervently and make some small budget rearrangements, there's not a lot I can do to meet the need. And that hurts. A lot. In spite of this, I'm grateful for a God that knows my heart and has all things balanced perfectly in his hands. When I remember this - really remember this - then the sleep starts to come.
But then I stop and think about all that God has enabled me to do and all that he has graced me to experience as a full-time mom, and I remember why I'm doing what I'm doing.